exams are over and i'm happy n sad cause i'm happy that i can go na but hate it cause i dun wan to be the same class as this fucking idiot **** ass hole she always give me the dame look ang i'm really close with my friends and i dun wish to leave but seeing my family so happy and ... when they asked me how i feel i struggled a smile? =s i know that they always said just ignore them but friends are very important to me i dun wish to be alone!!!!!! i just dunno why i feel like crying!!!! =[ i hate u i hate exams i hate NA people (some) i hate their bloddy attidue!!!! i feel like sreaming.... have to be in a year with fuckers!!!! i rather stay in nt but i have to go na cause when i see my parents so happy i wanna kill myself WHAT CHOICE DO I HAVE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!