school life now... n studies

now school life is better than start... but
primary school felt better as in sec school...
not many ppl i can trust... haix....
just finish exam le my maths still get C....
my parents was hoping fro me to go to NA but
if i wan to go na the chance is in sec 1...
but if i go NA it will be hard to catch up all the NA sec 1 thing
i dun think i can do it cause if i fail sec 2 NA i will still have to go NT too
i'm not saying that i dun wan to go NA but its just too hard for me...
sec 1 is the only chance for me to go NA.. haix...
wanna die le... i cant even do well for NT i go NA sure die de...
dunno wat to do...
X.x
i dun wish to change class also... cause got my friends
some ppl in NA i dun like too wat le... i was hoping
to do well in sec school than go ITE i dun wan to waste
time... after than go poly i dun mind how long takes to learn
i just wan to understand i cant just dun understand than keep on
learning or else no point...